N E W M E

Hi! ^^

Kyyaaa~~ finally I manage to find my password to this blog. I thought I would never open this blog ever again! >.<

I have to save my password somewhere that I WILL remember where I put it. hehe silly mee... -.-"

Anyways, I have something that occured to me lately. Something that I wish for a loooong time ago. Something that is called

L O V E

I wish for a love story that is 드라마 처럼 (like a drama). A korean drama where the hero will do anything for the girl that he love. *blushing* hehee

Well, after finally got that things called L O V E I kinda dissapointed at first. LOVE is not what I really imagine. Maybe what I called LOVE is only exist in Korea. Malays and Koreans guys is different. I know coz I got Korean/Japanese friends. How they treat me is completely different from how Malays guys treat me. How I wish HE can come into my world and see what I really want. *sigh*

Whatever it is, I am a girl who is easily gets bored. If he likes me, he better do something quickly before I lose interest in him. Everyday at least 1% had been deducted from my heart. If there is nothings going on the way I wanted, maybe sooner or later I might dissapear from him.

Yes, I know he loves me. I love him too. I'm glad that he came back to me even I had released him. But I wish for a change. I wish for a sweet love story that I can remember for the rest of my life. hehee :D

From the very start I had fallen for him for my whole heart. I had cried, laugh about him. Now that something happen between us, I had lose my trust on him. I am the kind of girl to never trust anyone EVER again if they loses my trust. But somehow he manage to catch back my attention.

However, I can only give him at least 47% of my trust in him. Maybe if he do something that will make my trust level up again, I might trust him again just like at the begining of this relationship. :)

All of this might sound childish, but I am childish. Every single girl in this world dream of having the sweetest love story too. 

So why can't I?? ^^