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If we are not meant to be together then please go away from my heart quietly so that it would not hurt so much.

Please, do not come into my dream. 

I can be strong if I saw you infront of me. I can stand still without any tears coming out.

But if you come into my dreams, I can only wake up with my tears going down through my cheeks.

Its been so long since I cried in my dreams.

The last time I did that, is when I put an end to my dance dream. 

Now it happen again. I don't know when it will stop, but the sooner is better.

 

After an hour of searching for my old sim card, a dissapoinment occurred again. A message which I wish I never had read it.

"If you leave me, don't come back"

One year is the time that stop in my life when my dance dream ended. You manage to put a start into my clock again. However it stopped back.

Everything is too late now. I regret for searching back my sim card. I regret for having me who can't stand for herself. I regret for everything.

I would not want to think about anything anymore. I can just be like my old self.

The "robot" me who will only listen to my mom.

I want to break free, but I can't.

I had once "break free" from my cage when I was with you. But now I'm back into my cage.

It will take some time for me to break free from it back. I don't know when.

Only God know.