Going back now !

Now I am going back to Malacca which I wish I wouldn't do.

But life have to move on right.

Once again I wake up while dreaming about him. Like I said it will be for a few time till I can actually forget him completely and erase him from my dream too.

I hate the facts that I am like this. I have to get back on my treatment soon. I don't want to end up having this kind of me for the rest of my life.

So well, pills, here we I come again. And doctor, wait for me okie. I'm gonna continue my treatment that I stopped few years ago.

How I wish I just finish my treatment that I did for the whole 2 years. That 2 years of coming back and forth to hospital is a waste of time when I just stopped the treatment suddenly.

I should just listen to my mom and continue my treatment.

But yeah, regret later means nothing right.

For now, I can just drive to Malacca and hoping for the best.

Once again, pills, I welcome you into my life. :)