Sadly he can't see it. If he ever know how much I fight with my family coz of him maybe he will know how deep my love toward him?
But I don't wish to tell him bout that coz I know he wouldn't understand it.
I had a terrible past. A past that I wish that I wouldn't have to tell anyone bout it. Only certain people will know bout it. Certain people that I choose. Certain people that I loved soo much.
I once told him that there are two person that I would never think of letting go their hands. First is my roomates and second is him.
Has he forgot about it? Hmm. Peoples hearts are hard to read.
Now that things had gotten this way, I can just choose to go on my own path.
Sad? Ofcoz I will be sad. But lets just buried it deep inside my heart.
What I trying to say to him now. Guess its too late. :')
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