The Truth!

All this time, I have been envying people who taking dance class, language class or music class. Well I cant take any of them. Reasons??

I don't even know.

Maybe I can say that my mom dont really want me to learn music. She said its not a good thing to be involved in entertainment area. But I know that she still support me.

Now I have to move on my own. I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to take dance class!! whenever I see dance studio or watching a celebrity performing in televison, I will keep thinking "It would be awesome if I can be just like that" but then there would be a hammer or a chainsaw hitting me and wake me up from that dream.

Sometimes, I cried when I know I cant be standing on a stage. Im have too many things that I lack to be just like the performers. I have no attitude, voice or beauty.

But then, I will slap myself and said "Hey, at least I meet wonderful people on YouTube!".

So yeah, performing on stage or not, as long as Im with the one that I love, I will be just fine.

Dream will always be hold in my hand, just a matter of time I need to let it go. When that days come, I know I will have the courage to let it go while smilling. ^-^